Day of Chemical Imbalance

Yesterday’s chemical imbalance was intense and I was new to that feelings. The last part of the night apart from feeling like I want to cry, I remembered I called AirBnb to advise me how to download the app for my Toronto’s accommodation. I intentionally tried to annoyed J and Q with that 4am call since this is partly their fault. So many moments happened and I could not even described it here. But it was totally a new experience. 
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The breakfast at Wilf and Ada's was fine and seats were fully occupied. Since I still have no appetite yet, I could not really enjoy the Poutine which is the signature dish of Canada. I could only finish half of it. If you ever come to Canada, please try it.  Seriously, now I am not sleepy neither am I awake. I just need to lie down. After breakfast, we sent Q to the bus station as he has plans to go to Quebec City with his friends later today. I really want to go back to the hotel. Am not enjoying the weather outside, it is literally hot now.

J went out to the shopping mall nearby, Rideau Centre which is the largest shopping mall in Ottawa to buy some stuffs. And I am laying on my bed at all angles but could not sleep neither can I sit or stand. 

She came back with melatonin to stabilize my sleep cycle and a gift which is a tin of maple syrup. Maple syrup is a must buy if you come to Canada. It originates from Canada and can be used as condiment with pancakes, waffles, drinks etc.

I wonder whether this melatonin could help with my jetlag. If I am alone, I will definitely not go out. I do not care whether I will miss any beautiful scenery, fireworks or dinner. Will definitely choose to lay down.

After the walk and shower, we had dinner at Supply and Demand. J drove there and 90% of the time (to and fro) I have no idea what happened. Seriously, like my physical and soul are lapsing 60 seconds from each other.
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The dinner at Supply and Demand was beautiful. We had our orders at the corner of their bar with all the fresh selection of seafood and bakes which are produced in Canada. The delicious fresh Oysters, bun and butter, and the salad are my favorites in the menu.

Apart from enjoying the food and atmosphere, I did not talk much just now. Firstly, my brain is clearly shutting down although my mouth and fingers are working themselves out. As you all know, normally I will talk so much and ask questions whenever I chat with you guys (including with those people I do not like or not interested in), but not this one. Seriously if this was a date, my date will definitely not call me again. A fact. 

After dinner, we went to Whole Foods and then J drove around there and into Quebec City to show where she used to work last time. The area is quite secluded and not many people around at that time of the night.

I am sorry I have no idea whether I was sleeping or awake at that time in the car. But I know my body's chemical reaction at the moment and throughout the night until the next morning is same as previous but multiplied by five.