Ottawa, ON (Day of Chemical Imbalance)

Yesterday’s chemical imbalance was kinda strong and I was new to that feelings. The last part of the night I remembered was calling AirBnb to ask about the app download for my Toronto’s accommodation. I intentionally tried to annoyed J and Q with that 4am call since this is partly their fault. So many moments happened and I could not even describe how it is here so clearly in public. But it was totally a new experience which I hated the last part which I felt so sad.
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Anyway, I just came back from breakfast with J and Q. Q just took the bus to go back to Montreal by himself. He will not stay with us tonight as he has plans to go to Quebec City with his friend who is also J’s friend. Well…the weather outside I don’t really enjoy it. I am expecting cool but the sun is literally hot today. My clothes are all for Autumn-mild winter. The breakfast was fine but I do not have any appetite still even though the Poutine which is the signature dish of Canada if you ever come here please try is not bad. I had half of it and wasted the others. Seriously, now I am not sleepy neither am I awake. I just need to lie down. J went out to the shopping mall nearby, Rideau Centre which is the largest shopping mall in Ottawa to buy some stuffs. And I am laying on my bed upside down and at all angles but could not sleep neither can I sit or stand. 

So J came back with Melatonin for my sleep cycle and a gift of tin of maple syrup for me. I wonder whether this melatonin could help with my jetlag. If I am alone, I will definitely not go out. I do not care whether I will miss any beautiful sceneries or fireworks or dinner. I just need to lay down. But well … she forced me to go out and walk around with her. 

After the walk and shower, we had dinner at Supply and Demand. J drove there and 90% of the time (to and fro) I have no idea what happened. Seriously, like my physical and soul are lapsing in 60 seconds with each other.
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The dinner at Supply and Demand was beautiful. We had our dinner at their bar with all the fresh selection of Canada produced seafood and bakes. I feel like I do not talk much just now. One my brain is clearly shutting down although my mouth and fingers are working themselves out enjoying the delicious fresh Oysters, bun and butter and surprisingly the salad which I like the most. As you all know, normally I will talk so much and ask questions whenever I chat with you guys (including with those people I do not like or not interested), but not this one. Seriously if this was a date, the other party would definitely not call me again. It is a fact. 

After dinner, we went to Whole Foods and then J drove around and into Quebec City to show where she used to work last time. I am sorry I have no idea whether I was sleeping  or awake at that time in the car.

But I know my body's chemical reaction at the moment and throughout the night till the next morning is same as previous, multiply by 5.