Do you guys believe in the concept of chemistry in a relationship?  

The first time I started understanding that this exist was after watching the movie, I Can’t Think Straight by Shamim Sarif. 

Chemistry is something which cannot be forced in a relationship doesn’t matter whether in friendship, romantic relationship, relationships with classmates or even with co-workers. 

At times you will try to match with them by forcing yourselves to do the things that they like. However how hard you try, it will be like a magnetic force that repel. Any words that you say, or anything that you had tried to start the conversation with such as talking about the weather or the news, everything...everything are not working at all. In fact, it will be from bad to worst. And during that moment, you wish someone else will interrupt your conversation just so you could escape.

Recently, which was around 2018 and 2019 when I continued my studies. I was taking my Masters at that time. I will get bored when there is none of my classmates that I could you know have a crush on. It is not that none of them are beautiful or smart. But I don’t have someone who I look forward to see when I come to class.
 
Then, when another batch of my classmates joined us two months later, one morning when I entered the lecture hall, my eyes automatically locked on one of my new classmates. Listen, I don’t know her name or her personality. I have zero knowledge about her. She was sitting with one of my other classmates.
 
I couldn’t stop myself from looking at her side which I feel like she could sense it. But she didn’t really look at me directly. So since then, I will try to find reasons to start conversation with her. After a few modules, I could feel she knew it becos she did respond to my flirting and sometimes stealing smiles when she noticed. And then at times, we will just hold each other’s arms and hands for no reasons while walking with our classmates. Listen, we do not hangout with the same group of friends neither have we talked about anything or everything. 

All this while, I have been analysing and trying out what exactly is chemistry and how it works.
 
Is it something which is secreted from our body that the other person could also feel it?
Is it something that they can see through our eyes?
Is it something like attention given from someone to you and is very obvious?
Because what I noticed is that it is like a mutual response. 

I just realized after uploading the videos to YouTube that most of the written words are difficult to read. So, I decided to upload it in my blog instead. So these are the supporting characters in this fanfic which I had spent about a month to complete everything. Like around 3 to 4 days in a week to write the script, create the scenes, edit the videos, review and edit the scripts again and again but still then I just noticed there are errors after I uploaded it in YouTube pffttt. 

Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy reading and watching it. This story has been playing in my mind for quite a long time. Initially, I planned to make it into a comic but seems like to create something like a comic, the illustrators need to have that willpower to finish it but the one I engaged for the trial run couldn't. I am so glad that I realized this YouTube fanfic by #Chaesoo fanfic writers because if I want to write into a novel, I still don't have the feeling to write it in descriptive form and also I just published a poetry book. Kind of like exhausted at the moment. Anyway, I wanna visual and actually one of my dreams is to be a scriptwriter. Well, this should work out. 

I might be creating some other stories similar to this but of different characters or maybe some will be the same, am not sure yet. Cos my mind is still simping for Katie McGrath at the moment. 

RATING: EXPLICIT

PART 1 (FIRST SIGHT) - https://youtu.be/mz41_HjaMDs
PART 2 (CATS TEA PARTY) - https://youtu.be/J5pLEa_KizY
PART 3 (PICNIC + THE LUTHORS) - https://youtu.be/f7dbfGAJa-w
PART 4 (LODGE SCENE) - https://youtu.be/jo34FEUV7Ss
PART 5 (PR CRISIS) - https://youtu.be/3ZRLdTJ68HQ
PART 6 (SACRIFICES) -  https://youtu.be/rXewvI3SxGc
PART 7 (FINALE) - https://youtu.be/3UrIDjXu2Hw

(CREDITS) - I have written a short note of why I chose the characters for this fanfic at the end credits in Part 7, in case you are wondering. ​

RIZ CHICAGO
I just noticed that Matt is the same lead guy who played the series, Timeless. That is what happened when the lead actress is who I look at always hahaha. Btw, that is one of the best TV series. Anyway, I chose Chicago here cos I find that he fits the nice guy version 
in Pitch Perfect but just cos I am a #BECHLOE shipper, I hope he was not together with Chloe. The pairing for this fanfic with Harry was improv.

STACIE
Stacie is one of my favorite characters in Pitch Perfect. Her style suits this fanfic. She has like that daring and brave attitude who I imagined could only speak to Lena Luthor like that and Lena would need someone like this in her life. #STAUBREY (Stacie + Aubrey) 

HARRY
Harry Styles is hands-down my favorite male singer and songwriter out there. The melody and lyrics to his songs are my type. And he is the only male guy artist that I have songs in my playlist. His voice is unique too which I enjoy listening everytime. I can only think of 
him for this character. BTW, I am a #LARRY stan.

JAMES OLSEN
James was Lena Luthor’s ex-boyfriend and a journalist in Supergirl. No one fits this fanfic character but him. 

LEX LUTHOR
Lex Luthor is Lena’s actual adopted brother in the Supergirl series. I made him a nice version in this fanfic cos frankly, I like the character. He has good vibes as a person so I made him nice here. kekekeke.... 

MAX LUTHOR
This story in my imagination needs another brother for the lead. So, I was trying to find someone who matches Lena and looks abit like her. No one came into mind so I searched within the Supergirl cast and found Maxwell’s character who is Maxwell Lord. Well, in this fanfic, he is Max Luthor. 
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LUCE LUTHOR
Luce! I was searching for actresses who looks like Katie McGrath and the internet said that Lena and Kiera are the ones. Again, such a coincidence, I love Luce from Imagine Me & You which I secretly watched on repeat when I was a teenager. One of the best sweet movies out there. And also Luce is either me or my type.

ELIZABETH LUTHOR
I decided to choose the character Elizabeth from Pirates of the Caribbean for this fanfic just because it rhymes with Luthor. I have watched Love Actually and one of the series in POTC and secretly have a crush with Kiera Knightley. Coincidence again, the internet says that she and Katie are the lookalike celebrities. So.. there you are. I matched them in the same fanfics.

CHLOE
As a Chloe and #BECHLOE shipper, I could not stop myself from adding in this character for this fanfic. When I watched Pitch Perfect, I, as “Beca” could not stop admiring Brittany’s eyes and her being soft-spoken, cute, gorgeous and clumsy.

ROSE ROSTRO
Ahhhh... she is like one of the hottest actress out there and her role in Jane the Virgin, epic. She was a villain in that show, but I shipped her just because she is hot and charismatic. Her acting level, high tier. And her relationship with Luisa is one of the most sweetest and genuine and please it is not toxic, guys. #ROISA

MR SPACE
I was attracted to Sean O’Pry when he was featured in my wife’s music video, Blank Space. The only person I can think of for this character is him but as Mr Space (Blank Space hahaha), please I am not gonna use his real name, okay. I have no idea on his character to make it into dialogues. 

HONORARY MENTIONS
Kara Danvers and Cosima are Lena Luthor and Delphine Cormier’s partners in Supergirl and Orphan Black. Sarah, Helena and Rachel are Cosima’s clones in Orphan Black. Winn from Supergirl. Cate as in The Hot Cate Blanchett, Evelyn (Evelyn Brochu) and Katie (Katie McGrath) the ones we simp forever. 

BETWEEN LOVE AND REPUTATION is a ONESHOT FANFIC of 7 Parts written by me, S.Sulianah. I would like to categorize this a bit of a high budget fanfic because of the time it took to write, photos research and edit, and the media and sounds video editing. But most importantly, I have never felt so satisfied like this. This is my first fanfiction in script and video.

Firstly, I would like to shoutout to all the fanfiction writers in Fanfic and Wattpad. The first time I found out about fanfic was years ago, during the Brittana (Glee) and Bechloe (Pitch Perfect) era. I was addicted to reading the stories that I broke my own rules that is not to read mobile phone while walking. 

Some of my favorite fanfics are written on Brittana (Brittany+Santana played by Heather Morris and the late Naya Rivera), Bechloe (Beca+Chloe played by my wife, Anna Kendrick and Brittany Snow), Kaylor (Karlie Kloss + my wife, Taylor Swift). One of the ones I can remember clearly even after nearly 10years are Fifty Shades of Bechloe and another one written on Kaylor in which the cats, Meredith and Olivia could talk. This story inspired me to write my first fanfic where Lena Luthor and Delphine Cormier's cats could talk.  

RATING: EXPLICIT

PART 1 (FIRST SIGHT) - https://youtu.be/mz41_HjaMDs
PART 2 (CATS TEA PARTY) - https://youtu.be/J5pLEa_KizY
PART 3 (PICNIC + THE LUTHORS) - https://youtu.be/f7dbfGAJa-w
PART 4 (LODGE SCENE) - https://youtu.be/jo34FEUV7Ss
PART 5 (PR CRISIS) - https://youtu.be/3ZRLdTJ68HQ
PART 6 (SACRIFICES) -  https://youtu.be/rXewvI3SxGc
PART 7 (FINALE) - https://youtu.be/3UrIDjXu2Hw

(CREDITS) - I have written a short note of why I chose the characters for this fanfic at the end credits in Part 7, in case you are wondering. 

And also I had featured Miss You Miss Me, a new song by Just Stef which I hope will not have copyright claim in this video in the Credits. I found out about this song on TikTok, is so addictive and also the lyrics suits my current feelings and coincidentally for this fanfic. Buy it once it is out. Video for this song: https://youtu.be/iGjIUlOIffQ

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LENA LUTHOR is a character from the series, Supergirl, played by the gorgeous, sharp-jaw, slender neck,Katie McGrath, who is a brilliant actress we cannot stop simping. I chose this character is because of her symbolic portrayal as a woman who is sharp, smart, ambitious and stunning in Supergirl. That includes all her other shows especially those that made my eyes filled with tears and watched in awe.

I tried to duet her character with Delphine Cormier is because I would like to see how this story I had in my imagination for years would fit with these two, both women of talent, beautiful and strong-willed.

FYI, I am a #SUPERCORP shipper and I tried my best to write the history of her relationship with Kara Danvers in a good light. 

I love you, Katie McGrath! Who wouldn‘t want her to be our (my) girlfriend?

DELPHINE CORMIER is a character from the series, Orphan Black. This is one of the best shows on earth. I fall in love with Delphine the first time she appeared in the series. I was like, Okay Confirmed, I am more like Cosima. Delphine is my type. #COPHINE ship.

After 6 years since the last episode of Orphan Black, I came back to watch the videos, interviews and compilation videos by fans. Her relationship with Cosima still made me smile and also filled my eyes with tears. Nice timing.

I chose Delphine Cormier to duet with Lena Luthor in this fanfic is because .... these two are my type. So, I want to know how it will be like if they are matched together. Delphine has this serious character that I feel quite intimidated (in a good way) and she could hold her feelings back for the sake of her partner. Her crying from the first breakup with Cosima, broke my heart, worst now. Evelyn Brochu‘s smile can make our heart flutters but also once she speaks and cry... we cry!

By the way, in this story, I tried to make the history of her breakup story with Cosima as mild as possible cos I am a #COPHINE shipper. 

I love you, Evelyn Brochu! 

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ROSέ CORMIER & LISA LUTHOR are the cats created for the purpose of this fanfic. However, the names Rosè and Lisa are of the KPOP Girlgroup, Blackpink. I have been binge-watching and listening to Blackpink songs since the pandemic lockdown. I knew them before but was not attached to their songs until I watched their videos, Blackpink House and 24/365. Then, it goes on and on to their other videos and performances including their Vlive. Cute and funny too.

That is also the reason why I featured JISOO AND JENNIE of Blackpink as the PR Team of urbanistique. 

This is also considered a shoutout to fanfic writers and why I decided to make this fanfic video and script into life. I used to read and was addicted to Fanfic and Wattpad but never had the time or motivation to write one. But recently, I found a number of fanfics in YouTube for the ship #CHAESOO (Rosè as in Chaeyong and Jisoo of Blackpink) and #JENLISA (Jennie and Lisa). The fanfics were quite addictive too. The difference is now with visual. That is when it motivates me to make my story into video like this.

Blackpink in your areaaaa.... 
I am late in the game but I have a lot of BP‘s favourite music in my playlist now including Solo by Jennie, On the Ground and Gone by Rosè.